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Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Suffering Worship


As a youth worship leader, my focus for discipleship is students who have some musical inclination. Being musical, or at least having a creative spirit, comes with pretty large emotional baggage. As author of Eat Pray Love, Elizabeth Gilbert points out in her TED talk , people tend to think that creativity has a strong connection with suffering. 



There’s just something universal about suffering artists.

Now granted, as Gilbert goes on to say, a lot of the suffering artists put it on themselves. Hemingway dealt with a lot, but chose to drink to his death. Cobain did copious amounts of drugs. And Taylor Swift continually dates jerks, but there's still something unique about the way creative types struggle.

Suffering typically draws the sufferer to assume responsibility that isn’t necessarily theirs to take. Worship leaders or at least worship leaders who are struggling do this by assuming control of things and activities that simply aren’t theirs.


My point being, as a worship leader, our job is not to bring people into the presence of God. Our job is not to make a piece of art so wonderful, that it forces admiring God’s greatness. Our job is not to sing perfectly, live perfectly, and lead perfectly. 

God’s job is to draw people's hearts to God.


When Jesus and Peter are talking in Matthew 16, Peter nails Jesus’ question and tells him that He is the son of the living God and the Messiah. Jesus says that no man could have told him that of flesh, but that the only way to know that is to be given the knowledge from God the father.

Our biblical job description is to worship authentically in spirit and truth though “singing hymns.”



If we go under the assumption that hymns are simply songs after God’s heart that communicate God’s truth and spirit, than our job is to sing songs that are representative of both God’s power and the community’s response to His power.

God desires worshippers who are bold and confident. But the only way we can authentically worship is if God allows us the knowledge of his Son’s power and identity.

Practically here are three steps to help you (or your worship leader) in this category of allowing God to be God in worship:

1                    1.     Worship leaders have to first be worshippers. This means you must be worshipping off the stage. Whether that’s through songs, marveling at creation, or whatever, you must be engaged off the stage. Be accountable. If a pastor only reads his or her Bible to get the sermon text, we would naturally question the trueness of their walk. Same goes for worship leaders.

2                    2.  Sing songs that communicate the truth of God. There are a lot of fantastic hymns out there, but there are equally a lot of crappy ones. Songs don’t need to communicate a specific theology, but choose songs that are responsive of your community. God’s mercy is new each day. God brings fresh life to old dead sinners. God is the God of unfailing and unchanging newness. Don’t be afraid of trying new things. 

3                    3. Know your community by being in your community. Artistic types will almost always be introverted and inclined towards shutting themselves off. Don’t allow yourself to get cut off from the world and the community.

Overall, worship leaders have a unique and incredibly power task, but the ultimate task of drawing people to worship is God’s business. Allow God to be God in worship, your song choices, and your leadership. 

True freedom starts there.